she will never leave

Dear God, please send me a sign,
help me to realize that it'll all ok ok.
Dear God, please show me the way to make it through,
guide me through the mess I've made.
Dear God, send me someone i can trust,
give me someone i can turn to in my darkest hour.
Dear God, why does it have to be this way?
Why does it always seem to go wrong at the same time?
Dear God, today I've met the one,
the one who seems like she needs me.
Dear God, we get closer everyday,
and she says everything will be ok.
Dear God, through love she shows me
it all seems to get better, a little at a time.
Dear God, she is so loving and sweet,
so trustworthy like no other kind.
Dear God, it seems like a dream
she's just to good for me.
Dear God, I asked for an angel
but I got something more
Dear God, thank you,
for the one I can not live without.
Dear God, thank you
for bringing her to me, the one who makes me feel so complete.
Dear God, keep her safe,
and hopefully she will never leave.

Thanks for being there

Dear friend I can't explain to you
How much you mean to me
If it weren't for you I can't imagine
Where I'd even be
You've made me laugh and smile
More than I can bear
You've helped me through the hardest times
When I was in despair
You kept me up when I was down
And I was feeling blue
You helped me turn my life around
And become somebody new
Thank you friend for everything
I'm glad you really cared
Thanks for never leaving me
Thanks for being there

Today I met a great new friend

Today I met a great new friend
Who knew me right away
It was funny how she understood
All I had to say
She listened to my problems
She listened to my dreams
We talked about love and life
She'd been there, too, it seems
I never once felt judged by here
She knew just how I felt
She seemed to just accept me
And all the problems I'd been dealt
She didn't interrupt me
Or need to have her say
She just listened very patiently
And didn't go away
I wanted her to understand
How much this meant to me
But as I went to hug her
Something startled me
I put my arms in front of me
And went to pull her nearer
And realized that my new best friend
Was nothing but a mirror

my very best friend!

I'm not sure when it happened
But I'm very glad it did
You came into my life
When I really needed a friend
The more I get to know you
The more I know myself
And this is why I'm thankful
For you are just yourself
You and I are different
But in many ways the same
Your good ear and tender heart
Will always find you fame
I promise to always be here
Forever and to the end
You are the true definition
of my very best friend!

friendship : a possibility

Our inevitable meeting came too
When you wrote words to others
That found there way to me...
"It's poetry"
What better way to intertwine fates
Friendships do create in weird ways
But I don't mind
I don't know you well
But neither do we all ourselves
You wanted sweet things said
Words of happiness
Have I given them to you?
Being friends with you wasn't an accident or a mistake
Maybe it was sweet things like you
And pretty words from me
That made friendship a possibility

Your Smile

Tender i've see you
But weak was a rare glimspe
Perhaps people get sad for a reason
But i'm not convinced
You always smile when I say "hey"
And never fail to reply to my goodnights and goodbyes
You have exceptionly caring skills
But I can sense pain in your eyes
A scent of imaginary tears
Salty tragedy makes it'self known
Now theres a reason to be sad
No theres a reason to be alone
You told me once "God gave us life don't waste it, it's a beautiful thing"
I believe you, life is beautiful as it is ugly
You find ways to make smiles come from diverse emotion
And your pain when brought to light
Darkens us all
Yet...
With every mending moment and conversation with your friends
Your smile shines agian ^_^

I am not your Friend If...

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you have to think before you speak to me!
I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
my presence ever makes you feel uncomfortable!
I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you have to thank me for everything i do for you!
I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you have to say sorry for everything that you don't do!
I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you have to ask me for favors!
I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you think i would not be curious to know your new philosophy of life!
I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you go by what i say and do not understand what i don't say!
I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you think that listening to your dreams would put me to sleep!
I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you think that seeing you in pain, would not bring a tear to me!
I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you think I do not remember the first time we met!
I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF.....
you don't see the thousand ways I try to make you happy!

Missing You

I miss you my friend ..you are so dear.
Even though you are not near.
I carry you within my heart.
And i know that we will never part.
You're special to me ..that much is true.
Without you, I wouldnt know what to do.
I depend on you and you on me.
No truer friends could there ever be.
I wish we were together ..that would be such fun.
We would talk for hours and never be done.
One day we will meet ...It has to be so.
I would go anywhere for you ..no matter were i had to go.
You're more than my friend...you're my lil sis too.
And I know this much ....I will always love you.

Missing you

As I look down the hall,
And I see your face,
I know that in my heart,
Something is out of place.

Day after day goes by,
But the pain never goes away,
Our anguish the price of a crime,
A price too high to pay.

It is unbearable to see,
Your unhappy days,
Your tear brimmed eyes,
Filled with pain for me,
When I used to be able to help you,
In so many ways.

I know our friendship,
Is forbidden,
But I still miss you,
It does not ease,
My heavy heart,
A burden.

I hope you miss me,
As much as I miss you.
But there's a wall between us,
And it seems there's nothing we can do.

My heart is torn,
Please try to understand,
I want to be there for you,
But I cannot be
A shoulder to cry on
A comforting hand.

But I beg of you,
Please listen to me,
No matter what obstacles,
Are in the way,
I am always here for thee.

Friends no longer

Sorry I forgot to tell you
That as my friend you must be true.

As that I went to say,
No more were we at play.

I meant to tell you the future looked bright,
But all of a sudden we got in a fight.

I went to tell you we should be friends,
That I will be here untill the end.

But you would not listen to me,
So friends no longer shall we be.

We once were one

The day that we first met,
in my mind I still see,
you sitting in the lunch room, looking for some company.
I alone myself, sat down with you that day,
neither of us knowing what the hell to say.
But we got through the awkward times, and quickly came to be,
the best of friends to eachother, we could ever be.
The closer we grew, the more we left, the other world behind,
just me and you we jumped into a new place totally blind.
We prayed together our friendship forever, and always would stay the same,
but time has passed, only memories last, and little friendship remains.
WE ONCE WERE ONE! I screamed at you, I want my best friend back!
But we both realized at once it was that bond we lacked.
You think it doesn't hurt me, to see us back to two, looking to my left and right to see there is no you.
But we both are moving on now, lets do it gracefully, I hope our friendship still lives on in you memory.

The Perfect Friend

I thought I had found the perfect friend,
But it only took about a week for that to end,
I thought there was hope left in my life,
But as it turns out, it was only added strife,
I thought for once I had done something right,
But I quickly corrected that oversight,
I thought I wasn't useless or a bore,
But I was all that and even more,
I thought there was a purpose to my days,
But that was only a very short phase,
I thought you weren't like all the rest,
But like those before, you failed the test,
I thought you would stay with me, at least for a bit,
But you decided it was better just to quit,
I thought life was worth living for a moment in time,
But the life I wanted could never be mine,
I thought the hunger inside had been fed,
But now I know, I was just being misled.
And now I think I've found another perfect friend,
How long before my heart is broken again?

~I once had a friend~

I once had a friend, who was a wonderful girl
Being her friend was like haveing a bright, new pearl
She was the best, she was so much fun
But then one day she decided that she was done
She would not talk, She would not play
So I was left alone, left alone all day
To tell her how i felt.. Well i didn't have the guts
Yet everyday the pain got worse like big paper cuts
This girl would get mad even when i would try to call
I had a friend, A really nice friend, a friend that was no friend at all

A-Z FRIENDSHIP DEFINATION

(A)ccepts you as you are
(B)elieves in "you"
(C)alls you just to say "HI"
(D)oesn't give up on you
(E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts)
(F)orgives your mistakes
(G)ives unconditionally
(H)elps you
(I)nvites you over
(J)ust "be" with you
(K)eeps you close at heart
(L)oves you for who you are
(M)akes a difference in your life
(N)ever Judges
(O)ffers support
(P)icks you up
(Q)uiets your fears
(R)aises your spirits
(S)ays nice things about you
(T)ells you the truth when you need to hear it
(U)nderstands you
(V)alues you
(W)alks beside you
(X)-plain things you don't understand
(Y)ells when you won't listen and
(Z)aps you back to reality


i.e FRIENDSHIP WITH SITUN